The Sorrows of Night - Part Twenty-One

Posted on Thu Sep 30th, 2021 @ 9:36pm by Commander Galiaan Fordring & Lieutenant Commander Elizabeth Yamaguchi-Solusar & Lieutenant Commander Kameron "Foehammer" Solusar-Yamaguchi

Mission: Mission 111: The Sorrows of Night
Location: Various Locations - Starbase Vanguard
Timeline: 1235Hrs - October 25th, 2393

"So what?" Yamaguchi-Solusar answered crassly. "Nobody cared when I got fucked around... Now everyone's suddenly shocked and shaken when I get to have a little revenge..." the large female scowled in annoyance. "Galiaan, give me a break will ya... I'm not a fucking idiot."

Fordring regarded the other woman before her. "The General could decide to make our lives difficult."

"Yes, he could... I'm gonna leave that for him to decide. That's his domain and I do not tell him what he can and cannot do... But I know he has taken an almost unhealthy interest in my well-being recently." Yamaguchi-Solusar explained. "Also... I got three job offers... All three have me transferring off of the Starbase forever... and two of those have me leaving medicine forever... The third assignment was Chief Medical Officer of the USS Centurion... I decided no because it has me leaving my husband for years and becoming an absent mother to Robert and wife to Kameron..."

"Really?" Fordring answered.

"Yes... Let me explain how this goes... You receive notice that you are to be separated by assignments. It's long and painful. Your sex life is the first to die... You, in particular, love rough sex. Hell, you even joke about it. You get away with stuff many of us ladies can only dream about. You can quite literally have your husband dominate you and make you scream as he fucks you until you scream. I can't do that, neither can anyone else I know..." Yamaguchi-Solusar explained lightly. "You go from being nailed twice daily to nothing... Then time passes... Weeks roll on by before you get your first letter... then two months... you hear from your husband maybe three times as he has to do all the work alone... Raising children is exhausting at the best of times." she explained. "Two months becomes six months... you got maybe six messages from your husband. Eight at most... You're already starting to forget... Those eight months becomes a full year and by now, the messages have stopped... You have ten at most... Then that one year slowly turns into fourteen months, then eighteen and then twenty-four before you finaly hear you're heading home." Yamaguchi-Solusar regarded her friend as she spoke. "Your reunion wasn't anywhere near as lively as you had hoped... Your husband had to do all that work alone... and he's run himself into a rut, raising the kids alone... Your son hasn't got a clue who you are... You've all lost so much... Your husband has changed... and so have you. To make matters even worse is that you don't even realize it until after you come home, expecting all to be as it was but it's not... Your husband has forgotten what sex feels like and you wanna him to have his way with you... But he's not got the motivation and you have no time... Because, in a month, you're gone again..."

Fordring found she had no answers for this, so she kept her silence.

Yamaguchi-Solusar raised an eyebrow, she knew she was landing hits on the other woman. "Do you think I'm prepared to do that to Robbie or this little one?" as she gently touched her abdomen. "No," she answered bluntly. "I am not prepared to become an absent mother... I'll leave Starfleet first. I'm not going to sacrifice my family to advance my career... Mom got screwed over because she refused as well... As did Rachael... If it means I don't get promoted then so fucking be it." she answered. "I don't need Starfleet anymore... I got what I wanted from Starfleet..."

Fordring wasn't used to this lack of restraint and crass attitude from Yamaguchi-Solusar, it was showing too. "Maybe something will work itself out."

"Maybe," Yamaguchi-Solusar answered bluntly. "Frankly. I do not care at present. I have far larger fish to fry at the present time... I'll deal with this little one and then I will let the rest tend to itself. But I tell you what though... Kam has a special leave to work from home... He has been utterly irreplaceable to me over the last few weeks or so. I don't know what I'd be doing if it wasn't for him..."

Fordring knew that Kameron did not like her. She then said as much.

"Can you really blame him though?... He's watched medical bend me over and stick it to me in various body parts... Honestly Galiaan. Medical can pull the sex toy out of my ass now. It hurts too much now." there was something off in Yamaguchi-Solusar's tone as she gave Fordring a rather evil glare.

Fordring knew that this was going to be one-sided and nothing she said or did would prevent it. "I will pass along your comments to the Captain and the Commander." she paused. "What were your second and third offers.?"

"Please do," Yamaguchi-Solusar answered bluntly. "My second and third offers were to other ships, except this time it would be as Executive Officer... One was a battleship. I turned that one down as I do not have the rank for it... The third... I've yet to discuss with Kameron which I'll do after you leave."

"Oh," Fordring answered. "So... You're not coming back to medical then?"

"I dunno but you know my rules Galiaan... Never let someone who's fucked me over once, back into a position where they could fuck me again." Yamaguchi-Solusar explained.