Undying Faith

Posted on Sat Feb 29th, 2020 @ 3:50pm by Commodore Siaxx "Bluemoon" Dvald-Vaxx MD & Jillian "Phoenix" Sullivan

Mission: Mission 33: Losing the Peace
Location: Various Locations - USS Roanoke
Timeline: 1900Hrs - May 5th, 2391

Siaxx Dvald was standing in the center of the bathroom as naked as the day she was born as she looked at Jillian Sullivan. "Jill... We need to talk... I want to know if its alright for me to sleep with a Bolian male... we have one in the battlegroup..." she paused. "I wanted to make sure there were no complications, issues or concerns... I don't want to seek your forgiveness later so I thought I'd come see you first.." she paused. "I'm also going to ask for a sperm sample from him too.."

"If it's what ya want, sure," Phoenix bless with envy in her eyes. She knew what the latter statement led to, afterall.

"I want children of my own... I saw what you had with the twins..." she explained. "The Bolian in question is a Doctor off the USS Tranquillity."

"Don' you at least wanna marry before doin' anythin' else though?" Phoenix asked with a hugely brave front on her face. The mention of the twins threatened to make her depressed again.

Siaxx gently gave the other woman a hug. "I'm sorry.." she whispered. "I know how much you love the twins.." she paused as she looked up at her. "But still. You really are an amazing mother... considering for the longest time you said you weren't interested or you didn't want them..."

"They were never mine ta love," Phoenix admitted painfully and looked away to wipe her tears. "I was a fool ta think I could love 'em."

"No you weren't Jill... you did what you had to do in an unfair situation." Siaxx sighed softly as she gently took the larger womans hand and then she lead her into the master bedroom. "Jake and Torilla knows how much the twins love you and miss you.... to them, you are their mother while Torilla is their aunt." as she climbed onto the bed.

Moments later Phoenix and Siaxx were curled up together on the bed.
"You're being too hard on yourself... " Siaxx commented softly. "You see the twins in the morning.... I know Torilla considers it one of the highlights of her day... she's said as much..."

"It's not enough... an' it's not right ta intrude on 'em all tha time just cause I wanna spend time with my babies," Phoenix cried silently as she laid down on the bed.

Siaxx gently held her as she ran her hands over the larger womans back. "I know..." she whispered. "You wanna be the one to raise them... which.. I understand.." she added softly as she gently soothed Phoenix.

"I wanna fix tha rift with Aryssa too," Phoenix sniffed. "...You're tha only thing left that I've wanted that hasn't blown up in my face."

Siaxx gently kissed her on the lips. "We've had our problems... but I am still here...I will always be here.." she smiled. "Thats why I wanna have children... and I'd like you to consider having more too." she paused. "Don't worry about Aryssa... she'll come around in her own time.."

"D'ya wanna get married before we have a family?" Phoenix up and asked as she turned to look her betrothed in the eyes. "We never set a date. But with talk of kids, maybe it's time we did."

Siaxx smiled. "Yeah... But Jill... it doesn't matter because you and I... we already are a family." she paused. "Lets set the date... a couple of weeks from now... Zara can officiate as I don't think the Admiral would.." she paused. "So.. what sort of wedding should it be?" as a rather sinister smile appeared. "I do have a couple of ideas.."

"It would not take much to talk me into 'em," Phoenix snickered evilly.

"A simple betazoid wedding.." Siaxx responded. "and with Zara officiating.. she gets to watch the two of us nude.. though I hear Torilla has a lovely body.." as smiled to let Phoenix know she was joking.

"Well for your bachelorette party, I can suggest to Torilla that she has my consent to fuck your brains out, if you like," Phoenix half-joked, for she knew there was sexual tension there between the two.

Siaxx's eyes widened. "Alright... sounds delightful." she responded, keeping up with Phoenix. "So... we can move this wedding up?"

"We can," Phoenix agreed. "Who all comes, is up to you, since I have very few family of my clan left ta invite."

"I just want your parents there." Siaxx explained. "Your mom thinks of me as her child too...and... I want her to be there.." she explained. "Everyone else... can be whoever wants to come I guess.. Oh and I want Torilla there too.... I want to fuck her brains out.. since you mentioned it."

"We'll invite Mom an' Dad then... Aryssa might like to see 'em again," Phoenix agreed somewhat sadly. Dorothy's days were numbered, she knew.

Siaxx could almost hear what her intended was thinking. "Sounds good. to me." she responded.

"Dare we invite my emo teenager?" Phoenix asked a bit nervously.

"We should... but she has best behave.." Siaxx responded. "Of course we tell her what this wedding will entail." she paused. "also invite Rachael too.. If she's not busy that day."

"Nude wedding... Should get Benice's ire up," Phoenix snickered.

"Sounds good to me.." Siaxx responded. "Still.. it'll be diverting and then after that, we come back here and I spend six hours making you moan.." as the smaller woman grinned at the taller woman. "You'll love it... I promise." she paused. "I will have Torilla later.."

"She's been having quite a few lately," Phoenix noted with a humored grin.

Siaxx chuckled softly. "She's had a lot on her plate recently." the small Bolian responded. "But I'm not worried about her..." as she regarded the larger woman. "So... we wait for your mom... once she's here... we get married... sound good?"

"Yes, it is." Phoenix agreed. "But we need to sort this twins business and Aryssa before we talk 'about havin' little ones again."

"Alright." Siaxx responded. "Then I'll wait for you." before she gently kissed Jill on the lips. "I'm more concerned with your mom being here for our wedding... I do not want her to miss it.." Siaxx paused, her feelings in regards to Jill's mother were well known since Dorothy had treated Siaxx as if she was her own child almost from day one.

"She always liked ya," Phoenix agreed. "Your cookin' has improved far faster than mine. So cause ya can cook, was always an easy entry into my mom's heart."

"I remember that I very nearly burnt that shepards pie." Siaxx smiled at the memory. "It was a little charred on top... but your father said it was an improvement..." now Siaxx did chuckle before she became serious again. "Your mom has been more of a mother to me.... when my mother ever was.." before Siaxx gently pushed off of the bed, she went over to the dresser where she kept a few PADD's for paperwork purposes, as she tapped out a quick wedding invitation before handing it to Phoenix for final approval. "What do you think?"

"We need a place ta have it an' we need ta nag Tane ta officiate it sober," Phoenix suggested skeptically.

"We can ask Jake to do it if worst comes to worst.... we just gotta catch him before he heads back to the Song of the East." she paused. "As for the venue, we can use the holodeck. it'll create any setting we like."

"An' what settin' do ya want?" Phoenix prodded with eagerness.

Siaxx regarded the larger human woman with a smile. "What about a tropical beach setting?" she inquired. "This way... everyone won't have issues with heat or cold.?"

"Seein' as how it's nude only, I like that idea. Not sure about sand creepin' up in all my cracks, but it's a good idea," Phoenix teased.

"Well we won't be rolling around in the sand." Siaxx responded. "and you have a dirty mind." the smaller Bolian smiled.

"You should know," Phoenix teased as she kissed Siaxx on the cheek. "You sleep with me."

Siaxx regarded Phoenix. "and who's the bigger animal in bed?" she inquired. "At times, I can never tell.." as Shonax climbed onto the bed, complaining about the lack of attention. "Oh, what do you want beastie?" Siaxx inquired as she ran her fingers through his fur.

The cat mewled at her.

"He wants in on the conversation, I think," Phoenix chuckled as she ruffled his fur.

"I think he wants attention." the smaller Bolian added as the cat proceeded to lie down next to the two women before he yawned loudly.

"Pimp," Phoenix teased Shonax as she kissed the top of his furry head.

"Meow," the cat complained softly as he gently nuzzled his nose against Phoenix's fingertips.

Siaxx raised an eyebrow. "Note how we got completely off of the conversation..." she paused. "So.. we send an invite to your family... and ask them how long it'll take them to get here... then we hold the wedding the day after they arrive... sound good to you?"

"Yes, it does, My Love." Jill leaned in and kissed Siaxx lovingly on the lips.

Siaxx smiled as she kissed her back, before she realized it, she was flat on her back with Phoenix on top, the smaller Bolian smiled. "Okay..." she responded.

"Ya need a good relaxer," Phoenix suggested as she began to rub Siaxx's thighs. "Ya need ta delegate so you can get that relaxer more often too."

Siaxx regarded the other woman. "Tell me more?"

"Ya need to do things like trainin' triages, before shift meetings, and put folks on shift that can handle tha stupid cases so you can play," Phoenix suggested as she then kissed Siaxx's tummy.

Siaxx smiled. "Alright... I think I remember how to do that..."

"Ya just gotta do it now, My Love," Phoenix almost purred as she trailed kisses all the way up Siaxx's tummy and to Siaxx's lips.

"Like what Elizabeth was saying..." Siaxx smiled before she kissed Phoenix back. "She wants work... I'm going to put her to work..."

"Train her to be ACMO material for when you get promoted to a medical command," Phoenix suggested before she kissed Siaxx a few more times on the lips. "Ship's gonna need someone who speaks Furban's weird geek language."

Siaxx raised an eyebrow. "I have a couple of people ahead of her...but Elizabeth has been more useful to me than most of these other medics and doctors.... so yes. I will."

"Things will get easier Dear... Just takes time sometimes," Phoenix assured.

"Alright.." Siaxx admitted. "Khasst, I need a vacation." the small Bolian sighed. "You make good points though. Elizabeth just became highly useful."

"Let's just hope she wants to stick around then," Phoenix agreed.

Siaxx smiled. "I hope she will..." she admitted.

"Think I'll go take a shower then an' let you figure out tha details," Phoenix smiled. Content with her mate.

"Alright..." Siaxx paused as she gave Jill a reproving look. "Alone?" she inquired. "Sure you are... I want to do evil things to your body... then I work out details later..."